---well you know the story i told before? sounded like it would end with a happy ending right? WRONG. it all started around before christmas, everything was going all good, we made plans to spend the christmas break together, and EVERYTHING. im sittin here like, hell yeah, this is gonna be a good ass christmas. so the days go by an i start to hear even less & less from her. by this time, my mind is just completely set on who i wanted to be with, an of course you know, its her. so i txted her one morning, jus to see what she was up to. && i KNOW[and yall should know what im talkin bout] that when people send you those SHORT ass lil txt msg's like [yea, oh, ok, nothing] they either dont want to talk to you or they must be busy, but check this out. i ask her if shes busy an she says, [not really]. so im like, oh. well ok damn. so i let it go for a lil, an hours pass, an she barely even makes an attempt to hit me up. ok, i wasnt pointin fingers or nothin, i didn't accuse her of doing anything, but i DID say, "hey, you've been actin a lil non-challant lately, whats up??" an she FIRES OFF. sayin shid like, [OH, so thats what you think?? i thought you knew how i felt?? i tell you all the time, && now i feel like im wasting my time because you dont know how i feel.]--what the fuck--i said "i mean, you haven't even been attempting to hit me up for the past couple days an i was jus wondering, i mean, im sorry." mind you, this happend probably around..the 18th//19th of dec. i had been appologizing my ass off all the way until chrismas day..//&& for what. i even asked if we could at least talk about it. but nah//"she was like, i dont even feel like dealin with it" && im like, well damn, i know i cant just have anybody forgive me that quick, but she was ready to cut the cord, close the door && swallow the damn key without even talkin bout it.//i know i may have hurt her feelings but;;i think that i got her madd, or "hurt" wayy to easy;;an it seemed a lil fishy..//but ima skip ahead--->>we fell off, havent been talkin all break, [[worse christmas break]]//she hits me up randomly like almost 2/3 weeks later, an we started talkin again,,jokin again, an then she tells me she misses me.|| hmm. so like a damn sucker, i fell back into it again. we back talkin on the phone && everything.//so one weekend i go back over her house, && it was nice..we chilled, listen to alot of music, laughed, played.//but sometimes she was actin a lil funny..i dont know what it was..//im very obvservant. an somethin didnt click, but i tried to ignore it.//so i had a lil fun about 20minz before i left.;;&& after, it seemed a LIL akward wen i was leaving, like she was ready for me to go or somethin. so im like okk?//so i gave her a lil kiss -&&- left.//wasnt like the last time,,cuz shid last time wen we was finished & she left she was like you [better] text me wen i leave;;i layed it down quite nicely last time..lol//--->so ahead again,,same shid, she starts hittin me up less. I'm like ok..wtf?;;i just told her, im confused..whats going on?//she told me that,,i wouldn't understand..&& she knows that she hasn't been talkin, && feedin me excuse after excuse..by that time i told her, iight. i understand. && she was like "no babe, i dont think you do" i didnt know what the fuck that meant, but i knew it meant that we weren't gonna be(ok so i contradicted myself there, shut the hell up).//on top of that she says that she thinks we should just be friends cuz she didn't want to hurt me or confuse me. and she blows me off on v-day.//(ouch) so we havent talked since then. --what makes it worse?? i go to her facebook page after v-day and see a pic of her with some other nigga kissin her all on her neck.|| talk about gettin played.[lol] only thing i got to remember her is her earrings from wen we first chilled.;;&& i left mine at her house, what a coincidence huh?[but there not gonna stay here for long..i just havent figured out what to do with em since there her "favorite"//i COULD jus be a nigga an toss them bitches in the woods. but, nah..//ive done 1/2 girls like that before, [not recently//waaaay back] but i knew they liked me, && right after we did what we did, i acted funny;;[im the bad guy now huh?]but i never "asked" them for it..if you know what i mean//ANYWAY;;ive learned a valuble lesson\\karma is defiantly a bitch. && she will wreak havoc on a nigga ANYtime she wants to//theres always somebody that can play that game too, && probably better than you..&& it kinda burns..=\ --
so don't fuck wit anybodys emotions. it'll come back, whether it be a long time ago, or recent.
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